生命禅院不是邪恶的“家园”，而是救赎我的天堂家园
—生活在第二家园国际生态社区泰国分院的一年的感悟
Lifechanyuan is not an evil "home," but a heavenly sanctuary that saved me
—Insights from a year of living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch
戒镜草
Jiejing Celestial
June 5, 2024
从2011年接触生命禅院起，至今已经有13年了。曾经体验过3年的中国家园的集体生活的快乐，阔别8年后，了却了俗世的尘缘，于2023年4月21日入住泰国家园起，至今已经有一年的生活体验了。
It has been 13 years since I encountered Lifechanyuan in 2011. I experienced three years of collective living joy in Lifechanyuan China Branch, and after eight years, when my mother passed away on March, 2023, I started to live in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch on April 21, 2023, and now have lived for one year.
这一年里，不论是意识上还是物质的肉体上，我都感受到自己明显的变化。意识上，从原本对俗世里金钱至上价值观的不认同，生存艰难的痛苦体验，负面情绪暴涨以及身体的疾病丛生的状况变化为内心无压力，生活感受到前所未有的轻松以及宁静；物质肉体也从原本的近180斤体重自然瘦身到如今的123斤，恢复到了10年前的体重以及便秘消失，失眠情况好转，且被称为“不死癌症”的浆细胞乳腺炎症状也已经有两年的平稳期了。
During this year, I have noticed significant changes both mentally and physically. Mentally, I have shifted from a rejection of the money-first values of the secular world, the painful struggle for survival, the surge of negative emotions, and numerous health issues, to a state of no inner pressure, feeling an unprecedented ease and tranquility in life. Physically, my weight naturally decreased from nearly 90 kg to the current 61 kg, returning to my weight from ten years ago. My constipation disappeared, my insomnia improved, and the symptoms of my "undying cancer," plasma cell mastitis, have been stable for two years.
如果不是遇到了雪峰导游和生命禅院，我也无法达到目前的快乐，平和与喜悦。生命禅院被中国政府定性为非法组织或邪恶的“家园”，而我的实际体验证明了，生命禅院是救赎我的天堂家园。为何呢？原因和理由如下：
If I didn't find Guide Xuefeng and Lifechanyuan, I would not have achieved my current state of happiness, peace, and joy. Lifechanyuan has been labeled by the Chinese government as an illegal organization or an evil "home," but my personal experience proves that Lifechanyuan is a heavenly sanctuary that saved me. Why? Here are the reasons:
1、浑沌管理替代了人为管理，金钱消失，我自己就是家园的主人。
在俗世里工作时，每天必须干满8小时的脑力劳动，当面临每次月底的绩效考核时，我总是能体验到同事与同事之间的竞争以及内心对工作任务的压力和对工资多少的担忧，生存的压力，老板的定量任务，常常逼迫我每日大脑里总是充满了对工作的不满和现实的无可奈何。而在家园程序里，因为我一无所有，没有人给我发工资，也没有人逼迫我需要做什么工作，我自己就是家园的主人，我自己就是自己的老板，我的日常所需由家园提供，我的吃穿住行，生老病死由家园负责，我内心里的压力陡然消失，我所需要做的工作变成了简单的田园劳动和可以发挥自己英语才能的宣传工作。当我的内心体验到田园劳动所带来的汗水洗礼的喜悦和有机会接触到来自不同国家的善良人们的开心快乐时，我就知道和明白，我选对了人生的跑道。
1. Holographic Management Replaces Human Management, Money Disappears, and I Am the Master of the Home
When I was working in the secular world, I had to work eight hours of mental labor every day. Facing the monthly performance evaluations, I constantly experienced competition between colleagues, pressure from work tasks, and worries about salary. The pressure to survive and the quantitative tasks set by the boss often filled my mind with dissatisfaction and helplessness.
When living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, I own nothing. No one gives me a salary, and no one forces me to do any work. I am the master of the Home, my own boss. The community provides for my daily needs, taking care of my food, clothing, shelter, transportation, birth, old age, illness, and death. The pressure in my heart suddenly disappeared. My work turned into simple gardening and promotional work where I can use and improve my English skills.
When my heart experienced the joy brought by the sweat of gardening and the happiness of meeting kind people from different countries, I knew I had chosen the right path in my life.
2、谨记 “一草一木皆朋友，不伤昆虫和小鸟”。
“敬畏上帝，敬畏生命，敬畏大自然，走上帝之道”是禅院的核心理念之一。在充满了钢筋水泥的城市里生活和工作多年后，若不是自己真切地生活和工作在大自然里，我就不会知道什么是仙的宁静，逍遥与自由。你体验过每日都会在鸟儿鸣叫里熟睡和醒来的感觉吗？你谛听过夏日里蝉鸣的交响乐吗？你用自己的手亲自抚摸过黄色蝴蝶们的翅膀和感受过胖乎乎的可爱的绿色的毛毛虫的身体的柔软吗？你是否见过粉色的蚯蚓以及红色的益虫？你是否亲眼见证过种子破土而出的神奇以及蔬菜宝宝们的茁壮成长？在泰国家园里，我都体验过。原来瓜熟才会蒂落；原来花开花谢皆有时。大自然之美乃是上帝的杰作，你是否跟我一样，有机会接触大自然，劳作在大自然里，欣赏大自然之美的同时，感叹造物主之神奇与伟大？
2. Always keep the value "Every Blade of Grass and Every Tree is a Friend, Do Not Harm Insects and Birds" in my mind.
"Reverence for the Greatest Creator, reverence for life, reverence for nature, and walking on the way of the Greatest Creator" is one of the core values of Lifechanyuan. After living and working for many years in cities filled with concrete and steel, I would not have known the tranquility, freedom, and serenity of a celestial life if I hadn't truly lived and worked in nature.
Have you ever experienced waking up and falling asleep to the sounds of birds chirping? Have you listened to the symphony of cicadas in the summer? Have you touched the wings of yellow butterflies with your own hands and felt the softness of plump, cute green caterpillars? Have you seen pink earthworms and red beneficial insects? Have you witnessed the miracle of seeds breaking through the soil and the vigorous growth of vegetables?
I have experienced all of this in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch. I realized that fruits ripen and fall naturally, and flowers bloom and wither in their own time. The beauty of nature is the masterpiece of the Greatest Creator. Like me, do you have the opportunity to connect with nature, work in it, and appreciate its beauty while marveling at the wonder and greatness of the Greatest Creator?
3、意识变得越来越有序，生活变得越来越轻松和简单，疾病也愈渐消失。
在俗世里生存时，父母在世时，每日会经常听到父母互相贬损，且吵架，诅咒等等也是常见。父母去世后，自己内心的孤单与无助也经常会让自己感觉对未来的迷茫和无措。而当生活在家园里时，因为有禅院理念的学习，因为有程序的运行和保障，让我体验到无血缘却比血缘更亲的禅院草们之间的仙情和仙爱。因为没有了生存的压力，没有了对自己未来生活的担忧，亲人们之间是“人不求我勿助之，人若求我急助之”，所以我感受到的更多的是因有着同样的对上帝的信仰，对家园美好未来的坚信，对美好的天国的向往的正能量，这也让我的身体变得愈加健康，情绪也愈加稳定了。
3. Consciousness Becomes More Orderly, Life Becomes Easier and Simpler, and Illnesses Gradually Disappear
When living in the secular world, while my parents were alive, I often heard them belittling each other, arguing, and cursing. After my parents passed away, the loneliness and helplessness I felt often left me confused and lost about the future. However, living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, thanks to studying Lifechanyuan values and the support of its life program, I have experienced the heavenly affection and love among the Chanyuan Celestials, which is even closer than blood ties.
Without the pressure of survival and the worries about my future, the relationships among us are based on the principle: "If people don't ask for my help, I won't bother them; if people ask for my help, I will assist them urgently." I feel strong positive energies from our shared faith in the Greatest Creator, our firm belief in the beautiful future of the Second Home community, and our longing for the heavenly kingdom. This has made my body healthier and my emotions more stable.
4、因为男禅院草们的精神和心灵之富足，让我真切体验到家园里情爱性爱自由的高雅和文明。
由于年轻时的性冷淡，让我错失了在中国家园的性福生活。因为自己尘缘深重，意识的不完善，我经历了3年的痛苦的婚姻生活，还错误且无知地以为家园的男禅院草们与俗世里的男性们都是一样的。没有体验过巫山，就不会知道土丘的不足；没有体验过家园里高雅文明的情爱性爱，就无法知晓天国之美好；没有与家园里的男禅院草们相处过，就不会知晓他们的无私与其内在所拥有的丰富的内涵。若没有对上帝的感恩，没有对禅院理念的同频，没有对大自然的崇敬，没有对一切生命的尊重与爱护，没有对天国生活的向往，又如何能真正理解和感受到家园男禅院草们内在山河的壮丽和秀美呢？
4. The Richness of the Spiritual and Emotional Wealth of Male Chanyuan Celestials Allows Me to Truly Experience the Elegance and Civility of Free Love and Sex in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch
Due to my frigidity in my youth, I missed out the fulfilling sexual life in Lifechanyuan China Branch. Burdened by worldly ties and imperfect consciousness, I endured a painful three-year marriage and mistakenly believed that the male Chanyuan Celestials were the same as men in the secular world.
Without experiencing the grand peaks, one cannot understand the inadequacy of mere mounds. Without experiencing the elegant and civilized love and sex in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, one cannot comprehend the beauty of the heavenly kingdom. Without interacting with the male Chanyuan Celestials, one cannot appreciate their selflessness and the richness of their inner worlds.
Without gratitude to the Greatest Creator, without being in tune with Lifechanyuan values, without reverence for nature, without respect and love for all life, and without a longing for heavenly life, how can one truly understand and feel the magnificence and beauty of the inner landscapes of the male Chanyuan Celestials in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch?
5、原来管理我的不是雪峰导游，而是道。
以前不懂道，所以自己经常会随心所欲，导致的后果就是，情绪失控，身体疾病丛生。生活在泰国家园后，因为有程序在运行，每周五也有生活会可以表达自己的不开心，所以，懂得了集体生活之温馨和谐的重要性以及情绪稳定的必要性。原本以为自己有所付出了，那么就有资格“想干嘛，就干嘛”，结果道的管理却是极其精微以及严苛的。比如，当我的意识里有对其他亲人们的不满或者心灵杂草开始丛生时，道就会给我的身体发出相应的警示，也许是突然自己的脚被玻璃片扎到，也许是胸部的一点小疼痛，也许是月经不调，等等。一旦自己不知错，不忏悔，身体的警示就会很明显，而一旦我知错，忏悔，转识后，身体的疼痛就会消失，月经不调就会恢复正常。还有就是会明显地感受到和更深地理解为何“在自由的大地上，野草会疯长”以及“自己的付出与获得永远是对等”的道理。
5. It Is Not Guide Xuefeng Who Manages Me, but the Tao.
In the past, not understanding the Tao often led me to act impulsively, resulting in emotional outbursts and numerous health issues. After living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, with the life program running and weekly life meetings to express any unhappiness, I have come to understand the importance of a warm and harmonious collective life and the necessity of emotional stability.
I used to think that if I contributed some, I would have the right to do whatever I wanted. However, the management of the Tao is extremely subtle and strict. For example, when my mind harbored dissatisfaction with other members or when some bad weeds began to grow in my soul garden, the Tao would send warnings to my body—perhaps a sudden cut on my foot from a glass shard, a slight pain in my chest, or irregular menstruation. If I did not recognize my mistakes and repent, these warnings would become more evident. Once I acknowledged my errors, repented, and changed my mindset, the physical pains would disappear, and my menstrual cycle would return to normal.
I also gained a clearer understanding of the values "On the free land, wild grass will grow wildly in the soul garden" and "One's contributions and gains are always equal."
实践是检验真理的唯一标准，以上5点是我给出的理由，而事实反馈的真相就是我的证明。以下图片是以前的我和现在的我的变化。没有对比就不会懂得禅院理念的神奇和家园程序的美好。
Practice is the Only Criterion for Testing Truth. The above five points are my reasons, and the truth reflected by the facts is my proof. Below are images showing the changes in me over the past year. Without comparison, one would not understand the wonder of Lifechanyuan values and the beauty of the life in the Second Home community.
拍摄时间：2021年5月19日
Photos Taken: May 19, 2024
拍摄时间：2023年4月份
Photos Taken: April 2023
在泰国家园里的田园劳动：
Gardening Work in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch:
拍摄时间：2024年4月18日
Photos Taken: April 18, 2024
拍摄时间：2024年6月1日
Photos Taken: June 1, 2024
拍摄时间：2024年7月14日
Photos Taken: July 14, 2024
“走上帝之道者都有一个美好未来“， 你信吗？反正从我自身的感受和变化来看，我是不得不信的。生命禅院是邪恶的“家园”吗？对我而言，如果没有生命禅院，我觉得自己会变得邪恶的。
"All Those Who Follow the Way of the Greatest Creator Will Have a Wonderful Future" , Do you believe it? Based on my own feelings and changes, I have to believe it. Is Lifechanyuan an evil "home"? For me, without Lifechanyuan, I think I would become evil.
感恩上帝，感谢生命禅院，感谢神佛仙圣们的教诲，感谢雪峰导游的不倦引导，感恩遇见天使般的禅院草们，愿我能永记谦卑的重要性，能持续不断地向天国高层生命空间的生命发展！
I am grateful to the Greatest Creator, thankful to Lifechanyuan, the teachings of gods, buddhas, celestials, and sages, thankful for the tireless guidance of Guide Xuefeng, and appreciative of the angelic Chanyuan Celestials I have met. I hope I can always remember the importance of humility and continue to cultivate myself to evolve towards the higher life spaces of the heavenly kingdom!
